Mirrors and Muscles

I am moving very slow today after a great week, a busy week, a week where I moved into a new place as far as my public relations work goes, but whenever I reach some new goal I've asked for, and worked hard for, and set my intentions for, I like to take time now to absorb it, chew it over and let it settle. I didn't use to do that and well, I would always pay. Sooner or later a backlash would come because my intellect loves to speed ahead of what my body and my emotions can gracefully handle.

And actually, I didn't listen to my better self this week, and after my very big Friday I set up a very big Saturday and had to cancel two of things I had set up because there just wasn't time or energy for me to handle them with any grace. So I stand corrected and today I'm not leaving the house, and I'm going to eats lots of delicious spicy lemony pasta with fresh greens and tomatoes.

The universe is presenting the most fascinating mirrors right now, mirrors that I am able to see the good and the lightness in. Mirrors that could give themselves a very big break because of their innate wonderfulness and I am doing my best to say to back to the universe, "okay yes, thank you I hear you."

Yesterday I had the joy of spending time with my best friend from High School who is so beautiful and vibrant and smart and engaging. And I spent time last week, and will do so again at the end of this week, with a man who is so like me in how our operating systems function (how our brains spin so fast and our body's are so sensitive) that it makes the hair stand up on the back of my neck.

In both cases I'm doing my best to be open to the happiness possible. To reawaken, or flex anew the muscles that will allow that to come about, to unfold easily in perfect time. I'm so curious, how can we help each other see the possibility of fun and joy? How can we help each other to be totally okay with who we are? I feel it will happen...